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♫ Your beautiful eyes ♫
♫ They reveal tears that have been through so much ♫
♫ They make me want to protect you ♫
♫ I don't want you to get hurt again ♫
♫ The tears stop on the corners of your eyes ♫
♫ You lift up your head, not letting them fall ♫
♫ Don't act too tough when you're tired ♫
♫ My shoulder will be there for you to lean on ♫
♫ I fell in love without realizing it ♫
♫ There are no other reasons ♫
♫ My mind only spins for you ♫
♫ Don't look away anymore ♫
♫ Admit that you're in love too ♫
♫ I fell in love without realizing it ♫
♫ There's nothing holding me back ♫
♫ I've already given you my heart, but it wasn't enough ♫
♫ That's when I realized that my life is only complete with you ♫
[Beautiful Secret]
[Episode 26]
Hello?
Ruolin? Ruolin?
Mom.
Can we talk?
I know you're still mad at me.
I said a lot of things that made feel hurt.
But I really regretted saying it afterwards.
I couldn't bring myself
to apologize to you.
Why are you saying this to me all of a sudden?
Other than calling you,
I can't bring myself to tell you directly.
Mom
I'm sorry.
Alright, as long as you know it's wrong, it's fine.
Next time don't be like that.
Oh right, Ruolin. I heard you went to the company.
How did everythign go?
There's no problem.
That's good. Director Guan called me and said
He will work hard to solve this problem.
Looking the current situation, it looks like we can relax now.
Mom
I did so many bad things to you.
You're still good to me.
From when I was little
you sung to me
took me to the amusement park
told me stories
You've never once treated me coldy.
I know that you are geniune towards me
Back then I didn't want to believe it.
Moreover, I didn't allow myself to respond to your good intentions.
I felt that if I did, I couldn't face my biological mother.
That's why I would always choose the worst ways
to respond to your good intentions.
Wasn't I childish?
Truth is, I'm still very childish now.
As soon as there's a problem in relationships,
I become so bad.
I become a mess.
Ruolin! Did something happen?
Where are you?
Mom
Where are you right now? I'm going there!
Hello? Ruolin?
Ms. Wang tell Xiao Li to prepare the car.
Hello, Director Guan?
Do you know where Ruolin is?
She just called me and said alot of things that made me worry.
Meiyan is following her? Ok.
I got it. I'll be there right away. Lets keep in contact.
Director Guan, Ruolin sis is at Hai Tian road.
Hai Tian road?
Ok, I know where she's going.
Teacher Wang, Ruolin is heading towards Hai Tian road.
Ok, I got it.I got it.
Ok, I got it.
Mister, please go faster.
You're famous. You're already singer!
You're already his Queen.
Next, let's invite Miss Xu Ruolin up here.
Here she comes!
Ruolin
I always thought that the next time I was here,
I would have climbed another peak.
Who knew, I feel even further.
No matter how much you try,
you won't be able to climb up again.
Because the company already decided
and they even made a plan to replace you with Jiang Meili.
Everything that used to be mine,
won't ever come back.
Miss Ruolin, don't!
It's too high and dangerous. Please come down!
Dangerous
is better than despair.
-Meili!-Guan Yi!
-Where's Ruolin? -Roof
Bad things will pass.
Please don't do this, come down!
-It's really dangerous! -Ruolin!
Stay away!
You willingly coming to find me
means you listened to me.
Why are you admittin defeat?
Guan Yi
You've never lost
You don't know what it feels like.
Especially when you can see the end.
Yesterday,
my poster was hung there.
Today, it got changed.
One second,
everyone is waiting for my new song.
The next second,
my song that was supposed to be sung with my mom
is now Jiang Meili's.
This pit
has no way to climb back up.
I can't persist anymore.
-Ruolin!Go away!
I know what you heard at the company.
But don't worry, I didn't promise them.
Even if they want to terminate the contract, it doesn't matter!
We leave together. We publish it together.
Trust me, the song is only for you alone
No one can replace you.
Here, give me your hand.
Stay away! Don't come!
Okay, I won't.
Calm down a little.
Ruolin, don't do anything stupid.
Stop! I don't want to hear it!
I know you hate me and don't want to see me.
But if something were to happen to you
Mom and Uncle Xu will be so hurt.
Do you want to turn them into bad guys?
I beg of you not to give up on yourself
Think about them! Think of how much they love you!
Ruolin
Ruolin!
Mom
Ruolin
What are you doing? Don't scare me.
Hurry and come down!
Ruolin, I know
that your sad. However no matter how hard it is to endure
I will stay by your side!
You should value your own life, Ruolin.
Ruolin, listen to Mrs. Wang
She worked so hard to raise you,
you can't do this to her.
Mom
I'm sorry.
If I can't live brilliantly anymore, I rather end it right now.
Ruolin sis!
Ruolin!
If you die, what am I supposed to do?
Guan Yi, sorry.
Ruolin
-No-Ruolin
Escape isn't Xu Ruolin's style.
Even if she loses, she'll stand until she's the last one.
Giving up so easily this time,
looks like you've been utterly defeated.
No!
I am mad at myself
I spoiled her too much.
I should have stopped her when she was young instead of enduring it.
I always thought
I could use my love to change her, to influence her.
I spoiled her. I let her
do these schemes an tricks between me and her father
to the extent that all of these things happened.
Especially now, no matter how much you're depressed or have a hard time,
you'll still be on time for dance practice
preparing yourself for any opportunities.
Now the opportunity is here. It's up to you take it.
Of course, you can choose to reject it.
But to give up everything because of me,
is it worth it?
Congratulations CEO for securing another business.
We don't need to worry about our performance for the next half of the year with this order.
That's right, did Ruolin call again?
Not yet.
Give me the phone, I'll call her.
Meili?
Meili, what's wrong?
I'm willing to exchange my life with Ruolin's.
I beg of you, please don't be so cruel
and take her away from me.
Mom, don't worry. Ruolin is going to be ok.
The firemen just said
even though she fell from the roof, it was lucky that there was a canopy and car roof.
So she'll be ok.
She'll live.
Tianhao!
Ruolin. How's Ruolin?
The doctor is still trying to save her.
We're not sure yet.
Zhongming, call Director of hospital, Mr. Chen right away.
There shouldn't be only ER doctors here. Surgeons should be here as well.
Let this hospital's best doctors come!
We must save Ruolin, got it?
Yes.
Go.
Why would she do that?
Does she know not treasuring her life is this most unfilial thing?
What is there that she can't overcome?
Ruolin! What is there?!
Tianhao.
Did you forget?
There's still me! There's still me!
I'm her father! I'm Xu Tianhao!
Isn't that Xu Tianhao?
-Don't do this! -Did something happen to Xu Ruolin?
Other wise why would her parents be here?
Uncle! Calm down.
Can I calm down?
I'm perfectly calm right now.
I'm the most calm right now!
Ruolin is the show business.
She probably doesn't want anyone to know what happened.
We must keep this a secret.
Zhong Ming. Go back to the company, bring all the security guards here.
Guard here. No, guard the whole hospital!
-Go! -Don't do this.
Uncle, we all know you want to do something for Ruolin.
But you're not helping her like this.
The doctor is doing his best to save her.
The only thing we can do is to wait.
Ruolin texted me.
She said she upset me a while ago.
I should have known something was wrong.
I should have paid more attention.
I should have returned her calls.
If I had, this might not have happened.
Tianhao, it's not your fault.
Don't blame yourself ok?
She has no interest in my business.
I didn't force her to continue.
She liked to sing, so I let her.
I just hope she could be happy.
I know you love Ruolin.
I know.
Wang Xuan.
As a father, I just want to let my child be happy.
I know.
Is that wrong?
Tian Hao.
Uncle Xu, mom is worrying about Ruolin too.
But the only person she can rely on right now is you.
For Ruolin and mom, you must take care of yourself.
Tian Hao.
The doctor's out.
Doctor, how is Ruolin?
Calm down.
We saved her.
Tian Hao! Did you hear that?
Ruolin was saved!
Thank you doctor.
But she's still in danger,
so we need to observe her closely.
Got it, thank you doctor.
It's you two's stupid idea
to replace Xu Ruolin with Jiang Meili. Now there's trouble!
What are you going to do now?
It was all your idea, what are you going to do now?
You both agreed for me to provoke her.
Now there's trouble and you're blaming me.
What bullshit are you spouting.
You have to find a way to solve this.
It's not like there's no solution.
It's just, do you two dare to do it.
What idea?
Let me send you home first.
You guys can't help by being here anyways.
Even if I can't help, I want to stay.
And then collapse?
Mrs. Wang and Mr. Xu are taking care of Ruolin at the front line.
If you also fall as well, wouldn't she need to take care of you as well?
I'll stay.
I'm Ruolin sis's assistant. I can't randomly leave.
I will keep up my spirit and pay attention to my surroundings.
She taught me that.
Until Ruolin sis tells me I'm off duty,
I won't leave.
Sorry to burden you then, assistant Jiang.
Stay at the hospital and report to me.
Remember, no matter what the journalists ask, don't tell them anything.
It is an emergency period.
You have to live up to your assistant's title.
I got it. I will.
Sis, rest assured. I can do this.
Let's go.
It's going to be fine, everything will pass.
I'm here.
It's getting late.
Stop pacing, you're making me nervous.
You're back. How was it?
How's Miss Xu?
She just finished surgery, she's safe.
Thank god.
I hope she safe.
Even though I was mad she hit Meili,
we don't wish to see what happened today.
Raising a child isn't a easy thing.
Her parents spend alot of energy.
Now the child is grown up and she doesn't know how to treasure her life.
This kind of heart wrenching pain,
I bet it is more difficult for the parents to losing their own lives.
Meili,
mom knows you feel horrible that Miss Xu got into that accident.
But didn't you do your best?
You wish to perfect everything you do.
You won't even make a sound if you were wronged.
Mom can see all of that.
But kid, you can't shoulder all the responsibilities.
Mom feels pain if you're like this.
Mom.
Don't cry.
We just have to do our best to help her.
But you can't blame yourself too much.
After all, you didn't do anything wrong this time.
You have a clear conscience, kid.
Meili.
Her father, go, go get
I have, I have.
Hurry, Meili.
Meili, don't rush.
Aunty, don't worry.
I always have a plastic bag in case she acts up.
Why's this happening?
First is Mr. Sun, now it's Xu Ruolin,
now it's Meili.
The thunder is going to come under our roof.
What're you saying.
The kid's illness is old. It's not like this is the first time it acts up.
Wife, you don't know, you don't understand.
I don't know and understand what?
Did you do something again?
You must have done something bad and burdened our daughters.
Tell me!
Wifey.
Mom.
Don't speak.
This has nothing to do with dad.
Everything is because of me.
-Wifey, you- -Dad
It's time to tell the truth.
Meili, I-
I can't hide it anymore.
What are you guys hiding from me?
Are you hiding it to the point an outside has to tell me?
Tell me!
Dad, you tell mom.
Let's take a walk.
-Guanyi, I- -Let me speak first.
Even though I don't know what you and uncle are worried and scared of,
but rest assure.
Even if the sky falls, I will protect you.
It would be great of the sky actually fell.
There wouldn't be anymore problems.
Guan Yi.
Do you know the story of Anastasia?
You mean
Russian czar, Nicholas the 2nd's youngest princess.
There was alot of movies that portrayed this story.
During the Russia feudalism,
her family was to be exiled,
but she didn't die and escaped.
You're wrong, based on science, all the people who claimed to be her were impostors.
Why're you suddenly telling me this?
Does this have anything to do with what you had to tell me?
Because the story of Anastasia happened right in front of your eyes.
I'm not Wang Xuan's daughter, I'm a fake.
I'm a impostor that Uncle Sun found.
You condition at the time was dangerous
the situation was really urgent.
To pay for your medical fees, Meili had no choice.
We had to agree to Uncle Sun's request.
We thought we just had to act a little.
But who knew the problems just keep coming?
Issues just came one after another,
We were forced to keep going by the trend of events.
Until that car accident and Uncle Sun died.
Everything is like getting rid of the reins on a wild horse, unable to bring it back.
So you insisting on leaving the Xu family
was because of this?
So no matter how much Xu Ruolin bullied you,
how much she hurt you and you didn't respond,
it was all because of this?
Because of your lie,
you feel guilty and afraid of being found out.
Why didn't you tell me earlier?
You could have told me.
If you have tell the truth earlier, a lot of regrets would not have happened.
Xu Ruolin would not have try to kill herself.
Why didn't you tell the truth earlier?
Because I am not brave enough.
Whenever I want to tell the truth, then I saw auntie Wang
and I would swallow the words back in.
She has gave up her reputation and image because of her need of finding her daughter.
How should I tell her?
How can I tell her that all of these is fake?
The reason why uncle Sun ask me to pretend
is because of her biological daughter has already died.
So how can I tell?
I couldn't. I just can't do it.
What did you say?
Mrs. Wang's biological daughter has died?
You have disappointed me so much.
Wife.
How can you use someone else's dead daughter to lie and make money?
Do you have a clear conscience to use this kind of money?
Aren't you afraid of the punishment from God?
Wife. I am afraid.
Why would I not?
But we are more afraid of losing you.
You are afraid of losing. So you are doing this kind of thing lacking in moral sense?
Did you know we almost break up their family?
A few days ago, I said all those stuff to Wang Xuan.
I.. What qualify me to say such a thing?
Wife, you can't get so irritated.
Let me finish what I want to say.
I am not qualified to say such a thing to her.
You should not have save me back then.
You should have let me die.
Wife. Don't be so work up.
Wise, with your current health. You can't be this way.
It is all my fault.
It has came to the point that there is no way to turn back.
I know I am really bad. Damn me!
I am sorry.
Don't say sorry to me.
Go say that to Mrs. Wang and Xu Ruolin.
Right now, Ruolin is still fighting to stay alive.
If she finds out,
she was played by such a ridiculous laughable sacm.
What would she think?
I am sorry.
I am sorry. ♫ No one can guard against it. ♫
♫ It is not really raining ♫
Ruolin, if you die, how should I live on? ♫ Whose tears could it be raining down? ♫
Hold on tight.
I am sorry.♫ The second hand won't stop. ♫
Ruolin hold on tight.♫ How can hour hand catch up? ♫
No! ♫ Love is wrong cand I can never be right. ♫
Don't!
Jiang Meili. Did you know how hateful this lie of yours is?
How unforgivable it is?
Not only you have created a victim,
You also let us all become the accomplices.
Even though we didn't push her, it happened because of us indirectly.
Guan Yi.
Even if the sky falls, I will stand in front of you and help you hold it.
But the guilty conscience,
I can't do it.
I don't think I would be able to forgive myself the rest of my life.
Guan Yi.
♫ everything... ♫
♫ The stars in the sky, like drops of shining tears ♫
Tianhao.
Go rest a bit.
I will care for Ruolin.
Let me.
I haven't spent that much time with her since she was little.
What if in the future...
No. Don't say it.
Ruolin will get better.
She won't be able to leave us behind.
It is my bad.
I have said the wrong thing. Don't be sad.
Did you know?
When Ruolin was born. The sound of her crying
had scared both the doctor and the nurse.
They have never heard such a loud cry.
But it was actually very strange.
Once the nurse put her in my arms,
she had stopped crying.
Father's and daughter's hearts are connected.
Everyone all say that.
Father's and daughter's hearts are connected.
Daughter, if that is true,
then you should be able to feel your father's pain.
Tianhao.
Daughter.
Wake up soon.
Otherwise, dad will never forgive himself.
Dad knows.
I was too hard on you.
As long as you wake up, I swear I won't anymore.
You just have to come tomorrow.
I promise you that you will have a lot of gain.
Hello, Old Zhou.
A dove is here to pay a debt of gratitude.
I promise you that you will be thanking me as a friend after you hear what I have to tell you.
I'm not Wang Xuan's daughter, I'm a fake.
I'm a impostor Uncle Sun found.
♫ Feels like winter is now leaving ♫
♫ And as the sun melts away the ice in my eyes, ♫
♫ I realize that I still miss you ♫
♫ The rainstorm of all our memories ♫
♫ blurs away the traces of tears ♫
You didn't only created a victim.
You have letting us all become accomplices.
Even though we weren't the ones who pushed her down, but it was us who caused it!
I'm sure soon enough, Guan Yi is going to find out that you're a liar
and he'll naturally leave you.
Ruolin is right.
No one will forgive a liar like me.
♫ Maybe we were just one step away from happiness ♫
♫ But If you and she are happy, ♫
♫ just forget how much I once loved you ♫
Did you find her?
Yes, she was where you said.
But Meili doesn't have the courage to come in to see you.
I'll call her inside in a moment.
When she comes in, don't scold her.
She's already suffering enough as it is.
Okay.
Meili.
Meili, I already spoke to your mom.
Let's go inside to talk.
We can all discuss this, as a family.
Your mom's been waiting until now, and still hasn't slept.
If you're considerate of her, you should at least go inside.
Come in.
Meili.
Come here.
Meili, let me take a look at you.
My child...
Mom, I'm sorry.
I should be the one apologizing.
I'm the one who let you down,
letting my child suffer for all these days.
Mom, I'm the one who was wrong. It's my fault.
It's not your fault.
What kind of mother am I?
I've burdened my daughter this much.
Meili.
Don't cry, I won't let you cry.
Guan Yi. Guan Yi, wake up. The sun's already out and shining.
I warmed up some milk. It's not good to drink coffee in the morning.
Get up.
Meili.
♫ My heart is empty ♫
♫ And no one can fill it in ♫
♫ I busy myself with work, until my heart dies ♫
♫ Until you show up ♫
♫ Beautiful eyes ♫
♫ They reveal tears that have been through so much ♫
From now on, you just have to grab onto me, just like right now.
From today forward,
no matter what problems or troubles you have,
leave them to me.
I'll help you take care of them.
Then why didn't you tell me sooner?!
You could have told me!
If you had said something earlier, we could have stopped so many regrets from happening.
Xu Ruolin wouldn't have tried to commit suicide.
♫ Don't look away anymore ♫
♫ Admit that you're in love too ♫
♫ I fell in love without realizing it ♫
♫ There's nothing holding me back ♫
If you want to sing, I'll write songs for you.
If you want to rest, I'll give you my arm.
You can't take the elevator? I'll take the stairs with you, no matter how high the building.
If you're too nervous and can't breathe, I'll be your carbon dioxide, to help you breathe again.
Yes, maybe there are a lot of people who would be a perfect match for me.
But you're the only one who's right for me.
In my heart, you are one of a kind, you're unmatched.
Not only did you create a victim,
you've turned all of us into accomplices.
Although we didn't push her off, it was still indirectly caused by us!
Even if I'm having troubles, there's someone I can rely on.
Didn't you say that when I have a hard time,
you'd lend me your shoulder for support?
Guan Yi,
you promised her.
How could you just turn around and leave, when she needed you the most?
The statement for the press conference has already been set.
This way, the company can minimize the damange.
Is this really a good idea?
If CEO Xu finds out about what happened–
He has to protect his daughter, but we also have to protect our company!
We're already doing all we can, by not bringing up how she jumped off a building.
Xu Ruolin brings trouble with her.
If we don't cut off our relationship with her, she'll drag the whole company into the ground.
When the company shuts down,
you won't even get a cent of your hard-earned salary.
Everyone, listen up.
This press conference will set our company's reputation.
Everyone had best be careful.
Make sure everything is set, don't make any mistakes.
And let me remind you all.
Your mouths are for eating,
not for snitching.
If I find out that anyone has informed Guan Yi about this,
then you'd better prepare yourself to be fired.
- Got it?- Yes, sir.
Get to work.
Yiqiang...
What?
Shasha, what is it? I still have a lot of work.
Be quiet!
Did Director Guan say when he'd be coming to work?
He'll probably be a bit late.
He called to tell me this morning.
No wonder!
What is it?
Zhang Quan is holding a press conference, without letting Guan Yi know, so they can cut off relations with Ruolin.
Director Guan is her music producer.
What right does Zhang Quan have?
Exactly, you're right!
Even if the company was going to make a statement, Director Guan should make an appearance.
Hurry and let your boss know about this.
Otherwise, Zhang Quan will sully things and make a big mess.
Okay, I'll call him now.
Remember, I risked my life to tell you this.
You'd better not tell anyone I told you.
I'm still waiting to get my retirement pension from here.
I got it. Go on back to work.
Meiyan.
No! No, there's nothing.
How did I fall asleep?
You've been here since last night.
Go back and rest a bit.
I can't.
Last night, there were two people who kept trying to get some information from me.
I have to make sure to stay awake.
You should at least go wash your face then.
Mom and Dad are both really worried about you.
Look, those people are calling again.
Hello, I'm Xu Ruolin's assistant.
What?
Xu Ruolin is holding an apology conference at Chen Yi?
How is that possible?
She's still unconscious.
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♫ Feels like winter is now leaving ♫
♫ And as the sun melts away the ice in my eyes, ♫
♫ I realize that I still miss you ♫
♫ The rainstorm of all our memories ♫
♫ blurs away the traces of tears ♫
♫ I keep a smile on my face ♫
♫ Pretending as if I don't care at all ♫
♫ Maybe we were just one step away from happiness ♫
♫ It's a pity that we only made it this far ♫
♫ And it's too late to say goodbye ♫
♫ Maybe we were just one step away from happiness ♫
♫ But If you and she are happy, ♫
♫ just forget how much I once loved you ♫
♫ Maybe we were just one step away from happiness ♫
♫ It's a pity that we only made it this far ♫
♫ And it's too late to say goodbye ♫
♫ Maybe we were just one step away from happiness ♫
♫ But If you and she are happy, ♫
♫ just forget how much I once loved you ♫